People Change and Promises Are Broken...

Haven't blogged in forever... so well thought i should.
Have a lot on my mind right now... i guess i need an outlet.
Have you had those times when you look back and wish how life would be as simple as then... Well i don't anymore... I used to think if you ignore the problem,it would merely disappear,but now i realise that is not the case.

Well someone has really been getting under my skin. You can't imagine how much i want that bloody person to bloody Freak Off,it isn't really too much to ask since well it's kind of obvious that my world still spins without you in it!

Well no matter how much i wish for this post not to sound Low and Dark. I know i am not really succeeding as this does sound Low and Dark. The fact is we can't always be in our wonderlands,like Alice (although her wonderland is pretty screwed up) .

But seriously,without the presence of that someone , i truly feel rather elated.I look around and wonder ,"Why am i so happy all of a sudden?"... And well i guess it's because you aren't there. I don't hate you, I just hate what you have become. A selfish,hypocrtical,gloaty,stubborn,superficial PAIN IN THE ARSE/ASS (whatever your preferance is)

Well on a brighter note,i managed to get in touch with an old friend and i am truly pleased about it!:)... So THANK U!( you know who you are :D)

Other than that , Life is alright. I am not head over heels in love with life but at the same time, i do not want to rip my insides out and suffer a slow and painful death. Drama has been really taking up a lot of time,but hey it is all just till APRIL 9th!!!... Can't wait for AC!:D. Oooo and there is Rilah too, after which i will truly be contented :). But seriously I am truly honoured for this opportunity!!. Really psyched about it!!

Things are going good around school, got to really start cracking the books though. There are some awesome people that don't fail to cheer me up,even if they don't know it! SO THANK U AWESOME PEOPLE!:D

Well something i have been pondering all day would be , Is being Master of Something better than being a Jack of All Trades ?? Especially in this ERA.

Love is in the air!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!....hope it was magical . And if it wasn't,well hey the heart will have to heal .
I haven't blogged in quite some time as i have been really busy with all the pre-moving.

Can't wait to though.:D

So V DAY just passed by, just spent mine with family,the way i prefer... But it got me thinking something....What is the aim of valentine's day.
I mean every other occasion has a meaning,such as, Christmas = birth of jesus, Deepavali= celebration of lights... and all that.
What is the reason behind having a day for valentines... hmmmm let me know what you think :D.
i haven't really figured it out myself.

On a more random note,i have been addicted to BOB MARLEY lately.It's a shame to lose such talent. He was a remarkable man indeed.Kinda reminds me of the saying,"why do the good die young?"People like Bob marley,John lennon,Jerry Garcia and Marthin luther king drived hope into a lot of lives... So well i guess this post goes out to them as well. R.I.P :)

talk to ya real soon
PEACE!

Tensed,tentative and yet tenacious

Well,today was alright,it could have been better. But i blame myself.
There are times when you get some sort too paranoid over everything that happens around you,and by the time you realise how stupid it is to be preoccupied with the little details, You discover that you have squandered time over it.
Well it's a relief it's over.:D thanks geetha and rusy' diana! :)

Well now to the more jovial part of the day. After school i was out with Shi Peng and Illaisha .
It was fun.... as usual!!:D.Too bad si min could'nt make it :(. Spent a good amount of time insulting the typical Disney stars,such as, The Jonas Brothers,Zac efron and the one,the only DISNEY PRINCESS, MILEY CYRUS .

'It must suck to be persecuted regularly by strangers,but they still got the money... so i guess it's a fair trade.

Well i bought my career guide yesterday. Was flipping through the pages,when i realised i had no idea what i was going to do . Everyone seem to have a vivid idea, but me being naturally so indecisive am still having problems deciding.I often find myself in such dilemmas. Hence i decided to name this post Tensed,Tentative and yet Tenacious.:)


And this is going to be totally random,but i was SP's mum in the lift when i was heading home. I have to say she looked so sophisticated and mature. Shi Peng,you sure are a chip off the old block!:)

thats all for now
PEACE!:D

After all,change is the only constant in this world

School was pretty boring today. The usual boring lessons.Pretty sure i screwed up my Geo and History tests. But there is always a bright side to things, My SS teacher was absent!!!... Ended up talking to Si min the whole period. We were talking about the most random stuff,like JAILBAIT :D.

Well I started dwelling by myself as usual. And i realise how much we have changed.Yup every single one of us,that means you too! I started thinking about those times when we were just so imprudent and unaware of the famous line,"every action has a consequence"

Some fail to grasp this concept till now,but hey we are all aware of things going around. None of us are actually nonchalant. I wonder if that's a good thing,this vast difference in life and being so fixated(thanks illai) at others' judgements

Well if it means anything at all,i don't know why you are trying so hard to fit in,when you were born to be different :)

talk to ya real soon
PEACE!:D

winning??

i was really bored today, because i ended up not going to school.
Was planning to sudy,but you know how it is. Your mind says one thing while your heart says another.So i ended up slacking all dayD:...

All that slack time gave me something to think about. Why is it that winners never admit its just a game. It is like when you are winning you are just blatantly convinced its more than a game. Maybe winning lets some adrenaline out into your body,maybe its a function of the brain.... WHATEVER IT IS,HONESTLY WHY DO PEOPLE GET SO HAPPY WHEN THEY WIN?? AND NOT WHEN THEY LOSE... is that drive to win really doing any good... hmmm i don't know,was just pondering on it

Let me know what you think
talk to you guys real soon
PEACE!:D

The Beginning

Welcome everyone... if you haven't realised ,i have got a blog now :D... well i know u aren't that dunb... or ARE U??
hmmm so now in a more serious note, well i created this blog for a few reasons.
Firstly,i merely wanted to share all the bullshit and happy times of my life with the world. Although,i really doubt who is going to read this :D
Secondly well i wanted to share my point of view on almost everything known to mankind...
so here goes nothing!:D

well its my first blog ever,so i am kind of an ammature. Please excuse the "noobness" for now... hmmm i realise that today actually has no significance what so ever to me. As in i wanted to create a blog on a very notable day of my life, but well i was just bored today and was like "what the heck , I'll get a blog!"


Thats all for now... talk to u guys very soon
PEACE! :)