Saturday, April 3, 2010

People Change and Promises Are Broken...

Haven't blogged in forever... so well thought i should.
Have a lot on my mind right now... i guess i need an outlet.
Have you had those times when you look back and wish how life would be as simple as then... Well i don't anymore... I used to think if you ignore the problem,it would merely disappear,but now i realise that is not the case.

Well someone has really been getting under my skin. You can't imagine how much i want that bloody person to bloody Freak Off,it isn't really too much to ask since well it's kind of obvious that my world still spins without you in it!

Well no matter how much i wish for this post not to sound Low and Dark. I know i am not really succeeding as this does sound Low and Dark. The fact is we can't always be in our wonderlands,like Alice (although her wonderland is pretty screwed up) .

But seriously,without the presence of that someone , i truly feel rather elated.I look around and wonder ,"Why am i so happy all of a sudden?"... And well i guess it's because you aren't there. I don't hate you, I just hate what you have become. A selfish,hypocrtical,gloaty,stubborn,superficial PAIN IN THE ARSE/ASS (whatever your preferance is)

Well on a brighter note,i managed to get in touch with an old friend and i am truly pleased about it!:)... So THANK U!( you know who you are :D)

Other than that , Life is alright. I am not head over heels in love with life but at the same time, i do not want to rip my insides out and suffer a slow and painful death. Drama has been really taking up a lot of time,but hey it is all just till APRIL 9th!!!... Can't wait for AC!:D. Oooo and there is Rilah too, after which i will truly be contented :). But seriously I am truly honoured for this opportunity!!. Really psyched about it!!

Things are going good around school, got to really start cracking the books though. There are some awesome people that don't fail to cheer me up,even if they don't know it! SO THANK U AWESOME PEOPLE!:D

Well something i have been pondering all day would be , Is being Master of Something better than being a Jack of All Trades ?? Especially in this ERA.

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